Fear
by Tshepo
(Cape Town)
I have plenty of fears. A fear to present in front of class, a fear to go out, I just sit alone in my room. A fear to talk and listen or understand because I think the way I do this is unacceptable. If someone says something I quickly think negatively about what she/he said.
I do not do things because I think that the time is not right, things like studying, I think that people will say are you crazy this is not the correct time for that. A fear of being with many people, Sometimes I take out my cellphone and do as if I am free. A fear of waiting in a queue, I feel uncomfortable.
I used to be happy I had a sense of humor, but now I am a sad person