No self confidence and I feel depressed.

by P C
(north Carolina)

I am 15 years old and I think I'm depressed. Everyday I look at myself I think I'm very fat and ugly. All of my friends tell me I'm not and I just don't believe them. Everything about me is completely unattractive.

I'm always sad because my confidence is so low. I always try to hide the fact I feel like I'm less than nothing, but it's really hard, and every day is worse. Anything that goes bad in my life just makes my depression worse.

The only time I'm actually completely happy without faking it is when I'm high. It makes the way I feel go away, and I know that's not healthy.