self blame and no confidence
by jessica
(tn)
A few months ago I was a confident care-free person I started dating this amazing guy. Since then I have slowly lost all my self confidence and now feel I'm not good enough and anything I do isn't up to my standards.
It's not something he is doing in any way it's me against myself. I feel I'm not as good as his ex or as good looking or as fun. And its really bad because its starting to cause tension and arguments. I just want the old me back.
I think negatively almost all the time. And I do not want to lose him or push him away. Please help